She’s the envy of millions of women the world over, but it turns out Kristen Stewart really isn’t all that pleased with her life.

The “Snow White and the Huntsman” actress recently told Marie Claire magazine that she hasn’t really found lasting happiness.

Stewart explained, “I’m a miserable c***! I’m not sure if I’m most happy when I’m comfortable and content or when I’m pushing myself to the limits. There are such different versions of happy. And I really appreciate both.”

When asked what she’d do if she wasn’t acting, Kristen noted, “I’d probably go back to school, read a lot and figure out what I should do.”

Regarding her “Twilight” character Bella Swan, Miss Stewart shared, “I always wanted Bella to be unassuming, yet cooler than everyone else. We both wear lots of casual clothes. But her actual style is very far away from mine.”